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because i do this every year even though its a little late...better late than never right?
ahh 2008 where to even begin.
gville,gville,gville*9084568690890, mardi gras, disney world, nicaragua, NC, venezuela, nicaragua, NC, gville, gville, gville,NC, london, paris :)
schroeder,princesita barbie,mafioso, princesita barbie, random, maracucho rajao, schroeder, princesita barbie.
i worked and got fired from a beauty salon, and started working at katies dads travel agencyyy
ummm, as usual got dissappointed by people as they didn't live up to what they built them up to bee
learned that driving alone is the best eeling there is, and that the older i get the more independent i can handle being :)
lived&andgot kicked out of tias doris' and am now inhabiting my grandmothers apt. while shes in venezuela for the next three months.
i actually really liked 2008 :) even though i stopped being a teenager and learned a lot of things the hard way; but hey what other way is there to learn them?
oh 2009 will you at least be just as good if not better?
..btw let the tallies begin: schroeder1 princesita barbie1 (and its only been 8 days of the new year).
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[15 Dec 2008|10:12pm] |
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aren't families supposed to love you unconditionally?
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| quiero verte sonreirr |
[08 Dec 2008|09:47pm] |
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So i'm a sucker for anything reffy, but we knew this already.
Does it make me a horrible person to have this serious crush on someone thats taken by a friend? blahh in my eyes i think it's the worst but i dunno. it's not even that sudden; ive felt this way for a while but i guess there's nothing much i can do about it because either way i'll lose.
but anywayy awesome weekend in gville it made me the happiest i like my little clan up there and the fact that were such elitist and could hardly care less if we party by ourselves for a million nights in a row loll..yay for dancing and flor the cana. it almost made me feel as if i was in a third world country for the weekend ;) lmao.
europe is almost hereeee :) and im so excited
blah for this week being finals but whatev
andddd i guess that's all anything else doesnt really need to be put up here..
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| no escuchas mi lamento es como un grito contra el viento |
[01 Nov 2008|09:08pm] |
i HATE that it still bothers me.
i feel really alone lately so i guess working and going to school taking over my life is a good way to keep me pre-occupied to not notice as much.
my birthday is friday but i dont have any interesting plans nor that many people that really care so i dontt think ill do anything.
..things are way diffferent from last november, except that caramelos is STILL playing in the feria and i still cant goo..blah i really feel like going to maracaibo.
alsoooo i want himm, but i dunno how to tell him that im not crazy and that it would work.
blah
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| tienes la llave de mi corazon. |
[22 Aug 2008|11:35pm] |
um school starts monday; i think im excited.
im praying for it to please work out by this week..my fingers are uber crossed.
if its fate, the weekend will work out.
and if it does i think the idea will be completely sold to me and ill bring it up to the other party involved. maybe it is how it was always meant to be? who knows..
summer was soo longg but it was a good one (im so happy that it was)
this year in general, actually, has been pretty good as well..talk to me in december lets see if itll keep living up to my expectations :]
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| no hay nada mas dificil q vivir sin tiiiii |
[01 Aug 2008|02:59pm] |
I cannot believe it is august..wtf its practically november, which makes me practically 20 extremely soon..too weird
the goodbyes are gona start up soon..theres nothing i hate more than saying goodbye bleh
hmm thats all
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| it's just like we were meant to be.. |
[19 May 2008|10:30pm] |
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So i havent had the time nor felt the need to write in here since everything has been going pretty smoothly, but some days i just feel like so much is missing from me that i cant even begin to explain what it is that i want.
i feel like everyone's changing while im just taking the backseat and watching as the world swirls uncontrollably around me.
Maybe it's me that's changing ,which is usually what happens when lapses such as these occur; the fact that i have nothing specific to change/morph into is freaking me out. new/separate group of friends are part of what i need and mean by saying this..im bored of routine and the fact that everything is always so predictably and lacking the substance that i so desperately seek. i feel like i cant count on anyone anymore, either except the select few whom ive always counted on, but even then things become subjective.
my life needs to fall into some sort of meaningful perspective so i can stop questioning things so much.
maybe a boy needs to be added into the equation, but the fact that no1 i meet interests me adds on to my stress.
bleh.
kay, im done ranting.
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| "sabes lo q dicen d las mujeres venezolanas?" |
[17 Mar 2008|04:14pm] |
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omgggg reff worldd t amoo never even wanted to leave.
everything is so fun and carefreee and wonderfull
take mee backk to nicaragua or to maracaibo or anywhere that's not here..or tallahassee..
on the brightsidee: only one month till im done with fsu and never will i have to b in that stupid town again..
ILOVEKATIEANDWIRCHOSANDABBRYWANINNICARAGUAAA!
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| i'm just a teenage dirtbag, babyy |
[02 Mar 2008|09:36pm] |
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-so uumm...two for two? i'd think so.
-5 days.
-im freaking out, about a MYRIAD (fav. vocab word by retard teacher) of things.
-oh and wtff i cant believe a mark was left. scarlet letter much? hahaha
-i love my new purse
-i need that bracelet before friday rolls along.
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| This song is for stupid girls who think that every boy is all about them. |
[18 Feb 2008|11:33pm] |
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it seems to me that things are going oddly, but for once not in a bad way. i think that things are taking turns that are suddenly leading to what i thought were originally going to happen, which is cool , but at the same time quite scary/weird. i dont want to create high expectations for something that might result into hopeless reactions, but the thought that it's triggering things in my mind is more than enough.
The next few weeks feel like theyll fly, partly because for the next few weekends im super booked by both fun and schoolwork. obviously looking forward to the fun and not so much the schoolwork, but oh well. miami this weekend, gainesville for polys bday next, and maracaibo the weekend after that..i cant believe im going, and i cant believe how bad this still hurts; i dont think i've fully decided whether or not i want to see him...i just wouldn't know how to go about it, or what i would say or anythingg.
whatever..this past weekend was interesting, and im hoping this next one will be just interesting or perhaps a bit more ;]
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| hayshu hayshu hayshu. |
[23 Jan 2008|09:10pm] |
novio sucks lalalalal
he's the stupidest in the whole wide worldd.. anddd i hate him.
thank you that is all :]
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| dolorr se separa dl placr por una linea delgada. |
[20 Jan 2008|10:52pm] |
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Mmm...
Update on life since i haven't really in a while.
Classes this semester are way better than the last, ,ainly because i only REALLY have class on tuesdays and thursdays, which is frantic at times but ok because mondays and fridays are practically free.
Italian teacher=sex; italian is getting better but i'm missing french horribly.
I think today i finally convinced my mom to let me go and do the Au Pair thing in france so i can finallyyyyyy practice french and see pariss<3..
mm....got into FIU..although i honestly wasn't worried; so i guess it's pretty official, i will no longer be in FSU past this semester..
I decided that i don't want to go to miami until im gona stay there forever because it's such a tease going for 3 days and then having to come back..so yeah no more miami for me..
until of course i go to catch my plane to mcbo for spring break <333 which is making me happier and happier as the date gets closer.
-I need a job.
-I need my sister...i miss sharing clothes..
-I miss my miami house..
--I need to stop being so jealous..it's my worst fault.
au revoir.
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